There are only so many ways one can be conveniently seen, as a child. Given specific parameters for ease, that number is smaller still. The ways I prefer to act as a child build up to how I prefer to act as an adult. In a word: unhindered. I keep to myself to continue to keep to myself, without being so isolated as to be considered antisocial, at least until I'm too old for most to consider it their business to interfere. That's all there is to it. There is nothing else to read into it.
As for why I prefer nobody interferes with me, it's as simple as this. I will end myself permanently, or I will end the world.
Did you just entirely ignore the part where I said I didn't care why...
[ it's muttered more or less on autopilot as the rest of that sinks in, and there's a beat before he takes a deep breath and continues. ]
...you'll have to excuse me if I'm less enthusiastic about either of those things, particularly the later, but I'm not really that fussed about them either as far as reasons to kick you out of my life go.
No, it's means that I think having those things as goals is a completely understandable reaction for having God knows how many lifetimes stuck in your head, ruining whatever possible life you might have. Maybe I should have just said I'm not shocked by it.
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As for why I prefer nobody interferes with me, it's as simple as this. I will end myself permanently, or I will end the world.
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[ it's muttered more or less on autopilot as the rest of that sinks in, and there's a beat before he takes a deep breath and continues. ]
...you'll have to excuse me if I'm less enthusiastic about either of those things, particularly the later, but I'm not really that fussed about them either as far as reasons to kick you out of my life go.
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Okay. Can it happen with my involvement?
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[dancing around the fact that he can't actually stop Chris or anything.]
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...Of course he did. Are you going to say we have anything else in common besides that and the obvious?
[ sounding... almost clinical in his interest. mostly because he's furious. ]
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Thank God for small favors.